"First Confession" is a short story by Irish writer Frank O'Connor. It follows the protagonist, Jackie, as he prepares for his first confession, a rite of passage in the Catholic faith.
As the story begins, Jackie is feeling nervous about confessing his sins to a priest for the first time. He has been taught by his aunt, who is a devout Catholic, that he must confess all of his sins in order to receive absolution. However, Jackie is not sure what he has done that is worthy of confessing. He decides to ask his friend, Willie, for advice, but Willie is not much help as he is not particularly religious and suggests that Jackie just make up some sins.
Jackie's aunt becomes increasingly worried about his lack of preparation for confession and decides to help him practice. She quizzes him on various sins and teaches him how to recite the Act of Contrition. However, Jackie still cannot think of any actual sins he has committed.
Finally, the day of the confession arrives and Jackie goes to the church. He enters the confessional and begins to recite the Act of Contrition, but when the priest asks him to confess his sins, Jackie is at a loss. He can think of nothing to say and becomes flustered. The priest suggests that he try confessing a small sin, such as disobeying his parents or stealing a penny, but Jackie still cannot think of anything. In the end, the priest absolves Jackie of his sins and sends him on his way.
As Jackie leaves the confessional, he is relieved that the experience is over and happy to have received absolution, even though he has not actually confessed any sins. However, he is also left feeling a bit disappointed that he was not able to come up with any real sins to confess.
In "First Confession," O'Connor uses the character of Jackie to explore themes of guilt, religion, and growing up. Through Jackie's struggles with confessing his sins, the reader is able to see the anxiety and confusion that can come with trying to live up to the expectations of one's faith. Ultimately, the story suggests that the process of confessing and seeking absolution can be a meaningful and transformative experience, even if it is not always easy or straightforward.